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I love this essay! Like you, I always try to find a way to jot down my thoughts- but I find it hard to make it into a regular habit. One of the great joys of writing is coming back to a note months later, and working on an idea that never happened when you first wrote it down :)

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Thanks! I never thought of that - coming back to an idea and reworking it later - that is definitely a good feeling and worth keeping a notebook for! Thank you for your comments : )

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This is so opportune; I have been randomly opening to essays in a large collection of Didion's (including 'Slouching..') and went to read the essay you mention with interest. I love to see the process of writers; I guess it makes our process seem less crazy. I guess while so much of what goes in a notebook seems like trash (to others), it is all part of the process, and while some may seem like 'personal writing' it is also part of what may become public/published material. I guess I see my journals that way. I try to allow myself this free flow especially when I feel stuck. From these observations of self or surrounding, stories or articles are made. I see them as a part of the process and will label pages that I intend to go onto the computer. But sometimes it is just the process that helps and I don't go back to them at all.

I cringe at the thought of throwing them away though. Or at having somebody read them! Ah, what's one to do?

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How funny that you were just reading some of Didion's essays! She is my favourite essayist of all time - the way she made a story out of everything around her, which is probably why she could turn her hand to fiction and non-fiction. I don't know if you've seen the Netflix documentary that came out a couple of years ago? It is well worth a watch.

Regarding notebooks: I agree that journals allow you to work through random thoughts and ideas, and I love your idea of labelling pages that you want to go onto the computer for later writing! I often find I 'lose' anything useful, so I might have to steal that ; )

Also, I know it's probably terrible, but I throw my notebooks away once they are full...I think I'm too paranoid that I'll get hit by a bus and somebody will read all my nonsense!!

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One of my biggest fears! ha ha. Except I still don't throw them out...living dangerously.

I need to see the documentary; thanks!

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